Absolutely Gutted

I am so upset, I got my results back from Uni today for my second term. 1% off a first in Politics. 1%! I feel sick. I got a first in my exam and 2:1 in my essays. The mother says I should be proud blah blah. But I just think if i worked that little harder I would have got a first, although I made myself ill doing all the work I did anyway. I dont like getting second best I never have. Cant help but be a bit disapointed.

On the plus side I did get a first for my shorthand module. Dont ask me how, I bloody hate the subject. It is the bane of my life! I got a 2:1 for my photography module which really is a miricle considering that my photography teacher was useless and didnt really have a clue about what she was teaching us. People shouldnt take second jobs if they dont have the time to commit to them.

Overall sitting on a 2:1. Now the work begins to try and push it up to a first with my dissertation next year. I dont even know if thats possible but I hope it is. It would make my life if i graduated with a first from University.

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Driving in my car

I bloody passed my driving test, I finally did it! Its feels absolutely amazing, I had a feeling that it might take forever but Im pretty pleased with 3 times. Fairly respectable! Ahhhh I feel so good! When the examiner told me I let out a little scream of delight! So looking forward to going car shopping with good old dad at the weekend! I want a car now!

I desperately want a Figaro. It would suit me down to the ground, completely what I imagine myself in. I want a blue one and I shall name it Albert!

Now lets hope the good luck will continue for tomorrow for the dreaded PA exam, the driving test was 3rd time lucky and I hope the exam will be too!

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I want to be a millionaire

I need this.

This is such a beauty. Reminds me of the sort of thing that Nicole Richie wears. I would wear it exactly how the model has, with brown wooden wedges. It looks like ive spent hours digging round in vintage shops in Brick lane. Good old ASOS.

I love maxi dresses and really really want one. Its just the price tag that does not allow me. Most are in the £50-£60 price range and the snob in me wants a good quality one. This one in particular is £65, ouch. Thats a third of my wages, how depressing.

I never buy anything of ASOS. I constantly on it when I have zero pence and thinking ooooh ill get that on payday. Yet whenever I get paid I get fair to excited and start shopping up the town and never get as far as the internet. I wish I had more self control, I have a feeling I would have much better clothes.

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